I wonder why as humans we try so hard for so long. we work and we destroy ourselves for things that never seem to work out in the end but we keep trying. it's hope. hope is going to **** us. it's that little thing in our hearts and brains that tell us to keep going when we're already worn down and torn up to the bone. it tells us go try one more time give it one more shot. hope is going to **** us.