Last night as I lied down next to you, as we ate all those desserts together, as I saw your smile again... My heart felt happy. It was scary to be so close to you... It was even scarier when our bodies decided to touch... my heart stopped as our hands grabbed one another. My soul wanted to scream when I lied my head down on your chest and you held me even closer towards you. My heart started fighting the thoughts inundating my brain... saying it's ok... I belong here.
I was scared but I felt happy... I did not want to think of the next day... of how things will be like when I left... I just wanted to be there... with you, in that moment.
When our lips touched, the butterflies in my stomach became alive again, it felt as if an explosion had taken over my whole body... Intense feelings took over my heart, my thoughts were shut.
It was just you and me. I had you there, mine.
Even if it was for just one night... Just for this night you were completely mine again... and I was yours. Last night.