There is a void outside my window. Pitch cascading into itself. No. I am mistaken. It is just night. Someone was knocking on my door at some point. Nipah. Nipah. Nevermind. A curious hollow groan runs through the house. Perhaps a tap is being turned. Hiss. A moth catches in a stream. Wet dust clambers for existence, affirmed in the moment of death. Sometimes it escapes. There is a glow. A streetlamp lights up the void, strong enough to reveal a small part of the world, but too weak to remove the grain. The noise of existence. Blood rushes through vessels. Neurons fire. Silence is merely the body experiencing itself. The self subverted into the other. Oh. I have slept through the day. A train rumbles in the distance, sonorous and bleak. A bird cries out into the void. Nothing responds. A miasma blankets the city. The choke of lack.
6:13am, January 24th 2016
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