i've been feeling so numb inside lately...
black
gray
cold
when will i stop feeling this way
sometimes i feel like no cares
that i'm in this cage in my own body
and i can't get out
tired of feeling this way
but it's like i've grown accustomed to it

but i pray for healing, comfort & peace that surpasses all understanding
for myself and others
and for the boldness to show love to others even when i may not see the light myself