I can't decide if the grass is greener on the other side or if it just keeps getting brown as I walk to that side. and I thought maybe if I drank myself to sleep tonight I'd stop having dreams about me dying. have you ever noticed how the sky can be a bright blue on one side and the darkest black on the other right before it storms? do you wonder if the bright blue side knows the dark black thunderstorm is coming, or is it a surprise just as it is to us? maybe if the storm waited a few more days or minutes it wouldn't have been as bad. maybe it was always that bad. maybe the rain is what makes the grass greener.