I call to you in whispers when I flick off the lights and turn my blankets into a cocoon. Maybe you’ll hear me one day. If not, at least I can say that I wanted to find you and my hands that brush my lips to pull my blanket towards my face will tell you the same story – a night does not go by that I don’t whisper to you. The shadows expect it of me these days; they wait to hear me call to you and artfully etch my words with inkless golden feathers onto my bedroom walls.