i'm tired of wasting away i want to gather what's been lost and destroyed and bury the demons that have kept me astray the ashes will not be remains but reminders of how i've grown and become strong this is not a declaration of my weakness but an announcement that i am a fighter who is sick of silently screaming, i want to scream until my lungs are sore i don't want to put up a smile to a mask that is slowly slipping, i don't want to give up, not anymore