Everyday I wake up I pour up a cup Of that Crown brown ****** expression down I frown Wish I could see my grand pappy I hope you know I ain't happy With ya presence gone I cry from dusk to dawn still drawn By your energy I know.you hear me I remember back in 92 When you showed me how to tie my shoe Young nigguh with no path in my mind Now that ya demise I changed my mind Wish more folks had thought like you But they didn't know who I was messing with Devils is spawning out the darkest pits my brain stayed blitz Ya went right after Uncle Douglass went Though I rep heartless But my heart couldn't part from this It's full.of pain tears stains On ya casket when it began to close Stuffy nose stricken body suddenly froze My soul feel to the bottom of my diaphragm Got **** I took big slam a grand slam Now the four corners of earth are No longer loaded atmosphere bloated Wish I could take away all your agony And tragedy You felt since Grandma died and cried For over 40 years 1000s of days and Lonely nights But im.just vibin' in my own zone Cuz one day ya hear and the next ya gone
Now that I'm twenty seven Im.still searchin' for Heaven with peace on my mind But hands on the mac-eleven I'm ready for war violence provoked by anger Everywhere ya go be prepared To face danger I wanna know why God put me hear Through this grief and sin And when another love one dies I feel like I'm going in the ground I know everybody gotta time But meanwhile.im.gone grind But how can I grind when I got grimes Weighin' in seems like every ghetto is destined For the pen Some.gettin' life to mild sentences They say the courts is fair but Nobody wants to defend My peoples been livin' this struggle Since the start of life I see nothing but strife I stay loyal to.my Nina and wife Even though society deceased I still.hope for peace But it really means war As I take soar like an eagle Roll through my barrio in a Buick regal **** another brother shot dead in cold With his head blown when will we learn And the family hearts begin to burn shakin' my head thinkin' Life's too short Cuz one day ya hear and baby the next ya goneeeeeeeeee