We only met for half a minute But that time was precious. It filled me with Surprise, to be honest. But it left me with New confidence, regardless of how small it was, And a lot of questions I have yet to answer about myself.
Who am i? Who am i creating out of myself? And is that person the kind to be Strong enough to be approached? And, What can i do on my own, Before i think of what i can do in a pair...
I thought a lot. And that's what that half minute has given me. A lot of new things to think about. And i'm grateful for that.
Something a little odd happened to me this morning, someone told me I was cute and introduced himself to me. Nothing like that has ever happened to me. And he was respectful and left when I said no thanks. And that hasn't ever happened to me before. So naturally... I thought about it. I thought of a lot of 'if's. What if he weren't a nice person after all? Or what if he was and we got married?!?!? But, what if... I knew who I was first? I realized a little bit about myself. (Firstly, I am too simple. I was a lil happy when I thought hey, someone thinks I'm cute.) I have a lot of dreams... and I want to fulfill those on my own. I want to see how far I can go on my own. I want to see who I am on my own. Then, I think, I can think more about cute people that think I'm cute. (But thank you, random person!!)