My darling, I might, Be going utterly insane, For I can no longer tell, Which way is up or down. My thoughts mere words, Flashing pictures in my mind, Faces of people I can't name, Touches and feelings I can't explain. My fingers are frenzied, Out of control with minds of their own, My limbs manipulated, By the monster once locked away. My screams and shrieks, Rattle the cage where the demon hides, Wearing down the walls of which I've built, To save the world from myself. Alas, I dread the hour that has come, Where the cage smashes open, Releasing the beast into my brain, Destruction and pain shall forever reign.