There are two friends, visibly best friends gripping each other close, hugging. a smile painted on both faces, wide and bright. genuine in the moments grasp their eyes fixed, entertained by the flutter of a camera. music takes over devours every sector of the room dominates the energy in the air. everyone is a puppet, controlled by the master of rhythm, beat and tempo. repressed chatter is in the distance, people craving their next solo cup leaned over the bar, gesturing towards the beer keg. these two friends, absorbed in time. laugh, smile, dance concealing their inner battle. the one on the right, confused and drained from the roller coaster she letβs control her happiness. trapped and torn in a relationship full of fierce chemistry and abundant sudden heartbreaks captivated in the irrational desire to be with him. accepting love, she deserves more from. The one on the left unhappy, depleted. on her own, left to be mature to pay bills, to work, to be a student. she is obligated to put food on the table, to be a mother to her brother to be strong and tough. together they fulfill their emptiness by descending into the party life to cope, and escape the reality of their world eager to welcome the fake happiness that knocks at their chamber.
This is a moment in time. A photograph of my friend and I at a college party.