You have been told that rapists were men in black hoodies hidden in twisting shadows and dark alleyways. ****** offenders were always leering old men in rags; never blonde haired and blue eyed and always smiling- not once did you think to question the intentions of his warm and familiar fingertips. When you find yourself locked in his claws and he tells you that you must want it donβt be a tease. Look at what youβre wearing. A sliver of skin mistaken for an invitation. Do not be surprised when your mother also asks you what you were wearing- but do not forget. Remember this for the next time. You will also try to convince yourself that you asked him to, but the scars on your sister and the tribe of women with cut out tongues and pleading eyes who stare back at you from your reflection tell another story. Tell your mother that no matter how many flowers she throws over the mass grave she cannot hide the stench of rotting corpses, do not pretend that you are okay when you feel all the lights inside of you begin to shut off because your body has grown tired of sounding alarms and raising knives against intruders who wield toxic gas and atomic bombs. You have been taught to hold your tongue and to smile like nothing is wrong but now your mouth is filled with your own bite marks and it is hard to hide the blood. You should not have to. Your words can crumble empires and redeem centuries of trauma embedded in bleeding wombs. It is time you used them to stand up for yourself.
This is a poem I wrote for my creative writing course at school and is a revised version of one of the spoken word pieces I posted here previously.