this pain
it makes you wonder..
would you have ever known
how alive the world is
full of life
if we were never born
if it wasn't for this pain
in the depth of your heart
by the tears in your eyes
in our dreams and lies

smiles and scars

how would we've ever known
they were always
telling us something
that we would lose it all
in just one blink
they knew our hurt
what we couldn't spell
in our whispers and words
that we've known hell
lost ourselves

it casts a spell

this love
is a weapon
even though when it hurts
this pain
it makes you wonder..
about heaven