This is not about love. I was admired, He loved me so deeply, I feel nothing toward him but merely friendship. "Come on give him a chance" I did and now I am stuck. I don't love him! If anything this is making me hate him. I have grown cold to myself. I am so unhappy. Yet he smiles at me every day so happily, It makes me despise him all the more. What can I do? My friends say "Give him a chance" I did and now I am drowning in my misery. I have to stop this but when? How? Either way I'm the villain' But it's gotten to the point to where I don't care If I am the villan. *Categorize me as Evil