I have good days.
I have bad days.

On the bad days; I have no control.
I do not control my words, my actions, or my mind.
Those are controlled by another me.
The worst me.
Sometimes on those days I can't get out of bed,
but that's okay because;
on good days; I can smile, I can sing,
I can laugh with my friends, and not have a care in a world.
Those are the days I like the best.

I cannot control what type of day I will have,
that is not for me to decide,
but I have decided not give up.
I have decided that I will never stop trying
to have more good days than bad.
I will be the best me there is.
The one who smiles.
The one who laughs,
and the one who sings.
s.s.