I quite missed you today, you know.
For each time in my life,
Today felt like the hardest part,
Where missing you is the worse,
Worse than the time where you left me.
I, sometimes when blinking my eyes,
Or looking at every direction just to clear my mind
Because sometimes I think,
What if maybe my heart is tired too?
Flipping the pages of the memories,
And tried to stay hard and strong for every picture,
That I remembered,
That already drawn permanently inside my brain.
It just, I want to say I missed you
And today is the worse.
And I might say the same thing for tomorrow
That every day, it was becoming harder and harder
To breathe without feeling chocked
To blink without a tear peeking in the corner of my eyes
To be able to say that I need the half of me,
One day, after the distance and storms aren’t exist anymore.