I am Grateful. Living on the water, riding on a Ferry this very moment Watching my older dog run Free along the estuary, grateful that I finally tookΒ Β her collar off and let her ignore me until she was done. HER TIME, not mine Sad , because I can't take her with me on my next step, Nor me hers... Yes it makes my heart cry And yes, it's a smaller picture of the bigger reality That if I were to say Goodbye to this planet It would be like saying Goodbye to a Beloved Friend One who has been welcoming to many parts of me well before I knew they existed It would be like saying Goodbye to a friend that brought you to the very doorway of your own Being and then some. So There's No Saying Goodbye Just Thank You so much And I will celebrate this FRIENDSHIP Forever and Know the thing you taught JOY.