I need a shoulder, or two. I'm crying my eyes out and I don't know what to do. I'm scared, not ready I need you I'm screaming on the inside I don't know how to deal Is this a dream I wish this wasn't real I have to be strong I need to be strong It's what I've been doing for so long I see that death is real it's not a joke I hate that others call it quits before it truly begins I'm a first hand witness of the true voyage of death and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone I'm struggling I Amber, actually struggle would you look at that I'm scared I'm confused I'm nauseous I need you I need someone