She knocked on my door I invited her in She made me belive I could really have it all She came into my life Or she was there all along It's been too long One of those Basically a part of me She sits there So strong and mighty Telling me it's for the best She mimics my intuition I know in my truth She is my poison Holding me back I could stay here forever With her holding my chains In this state of being But I know about the rabbit hole Deep down I crave to explore But she seduces me with emotion She disguises herself as logic Everyday is a new struggle She cast a shadow over me I thought I knew who I was But I've just been her puppet Her entertainment The more I fight her off The louder I hear her laughing Echoes in her empty shell She knows I know She keeps trying to unstretch my mind Into my reality I told her it's time to go home I'm sure she'll come back to visit I'll know how to treat her this time Hopefully I can just smile and wave And tell her to F* off I know I wasn't her first And sadly not her last Oh Her name By the way I just call her My Ego
For that time I felt stupid for a second, and happy for a lifetime.