no matter what the romantics may try to tell you you're not made of stardust or outer space you're filled with blood but now it's spilling out onto the cold tile floor the same floor that you slipped on and broke your wrist it's the blood of your first kiss and the time you made your mother smile so hard you thought her eyes were the galaxies and all the screams and tears that you've held inside but now it's dripping down and pooling at your size 8 feet that once wore hello kitty sneakers and you're coughing and spitting and every word and every memory that has ever entered your mind is spilling out and you're losing your touch with reality and all you can think of is every mistake of your past but now they're on the floor too and you've forgotten them with everything else and your mother will cry and your brother will become angry with the world and your father will blame himself but maybe you will finally have realized the truth albeit too late
those aren't f*cking stars rushing out of your tired skin it's you and everything you are