there are receptor cells inside your head that set off chemical reactions every time you split your skin, like tornado sirens in misplaced cities. this is the only reason why you think torn flesh will mend the hole inside your chest. but death metaphors lived and died with pen and paper, and no amount of blood can change the colour of the sea. so if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror. look a little closer. stare a little longer. *because there is something inside you that made you keep going despite everything that told you to quit.