she was a sick little girl with dreams of conquering the world but she was bound to her bed because of the demons in her head
he knew how bad it could get he knew what was inside her & yet he stayed around, day after day he promised he'd make the demons go away
there was little he could do she was already infected, he was at risk too but he lay in bed with her all day, all night he made sure she wasn't alone in the fight
some days were better some days were scary but he never left her he never got weary
on the few days she spoke, she spoke nonsense that didn't add up but she knew with him she could speak freely she knew that him she could trust
on the worst of days, sometimes it appeared to her that his hands were claws and his intentions to hurt her
she saw his eyes as burning red his teeth as sharpened knives she felt the hunger in his stomach to take away her life
these delusions got the best of her at times she tried to run but he silently stood at a distance and made sure she was safe until these delusions were done
eventually he would appear back to his normal state and she would realize what was true he wasn't a monster, he wasn't a demon he was a beautiful boy; through and through
his eyes were of melted chocolate and his smile worth gold his hair a little messy and his hands were perfect to hold
he couldn't make her demons go he couldn't numb the pain but it made it easier to cope with he was the sunshine during the rain
she never understood why he would always choose to stay because she never could give him anything and often, thanks she did not say
she was quiet most of the times her demons spoke too loud she'd just close her eyes and try to quieten them she didn't want them to speak aloud
so the boy and the girl often sat in silence and that's what made her wonder if it wasn't her words and it wasn't her actions why did he bother to stay with her?
she never asked him, however she was afraid he might leave so she just stared at the sky and prayed for peace
she prayed that he would have all the happiness all the joys, all the bliss, all the love she prayed that no worry would ever hurt him that he'd have protection from above
she prayed that one day she could be strong enough to be his guardian angel she prayed for her health and strength so that to care for him she would finally be able
and that's the story of the boy and the sick girl who, even though they seldom spoke, wouldn't give the other up for the world
sometimes it feels as if the person caring for the one with a mental illness is fighting a war just as difficult as the diseased.
-dedicated to the one who stuck by me through it all