I am free but I am trapped How much is experience worth when Every Friday night is entertained by bruises and bedsheets washed away the next afternoon by Jack Daniels This is not who I am and I wish you could understand this but Here I am stuck Trapped I was hoping you'd hear Here I thought I was swimming in the most incredible ocean Independent, free, wild, and unknowing It just took a while for me to remember Sipping on salt water can only keep you alive for so long.