I don't want kids if this is what's in store for them: depression, diseases, anxiety, emotionlessness, goodbyes, heartbreaks, bullies, stomach aches, pain, sorrow, tears, anger, even happiness can be cruel at times it can be worse than having a life threatening fever. But that doesn't mean I don't want the good things for them: goodnight sleep-tights, I love yous, first words, joy, exploring, going out as a family, not having to worry about abandonment or exporation dates maybe someday the world will be a good enough place to have you here. But right now all that I see are terrible things and not-meant-to-bes.