do I believe people can change? of course I do. because I no longer recognize every curve of your body and memorizing it used to be my most practiced pastime your heart is not what it used to be tender kind and timid but is now jagged and tough like the seashells we used to collect rushing into the water captured by the waves laughing looking loving screaming this is forever and I never though you a liar but I know better now (you are)
found this in the back of my journal today. not sure how long ago I wrote it but I still remember all the feelings I felt when writing it.