I can hate myself a million ways whenever I see you
because I know you don't want me
the way that you fawn over her
It's ridiculous that I feel so small
in comparison to her lean shadow
but I'm never the one
I'm not surprised
because when has it ever been me?
I'm the bridge for my friends
boys leaving footprints along my back
as they run to somebody else with open arms
despite the way I feel whenever I see you
I know that it is not mutual
and she will always be more than I