With grace I see you pace throughout the corridor, concern lavished upon your face. But it always comes back to me and I get curious, what is it in you that I see? That draws you to me? At the end I understand itβs my desperation But in the beginning it feels like magical procession. Itβs insights like these, Iβd rather keep to myself, frustrations rooted in lack of respect for self, kinder words for the reality- a putrid, decaying necessity of external validation, your hands on me, telling me everythingβs ok.