I talk to you as I talk to myself but the words find their way back to me a friend beyond romance, and drama the perfect stimulation for mentally disposing of the clutter in my mind telling jokes that were never funny selling secrets that were easy guesses showing the neater sides to my messes and as these pathetic burdens lessen to reveal that I wish I were as much to you and then you tell me on a rainy afternoon that I give you peace which for everything that is the least I could do. I think you taught me what love is. So thank you I miss you.