I'm in love with her,
really, I am;
it hurts a lot.

You will never know the feeling
of having this thick pain in your chest
every time
you see a quote she wrote
and
it will never be about you.

But
the thing that hurts the most
is that you know
you tried so hard that she felt
something too,
in the back of her mind
you know
she needs you too
but everything in this world is holding her back.

She can't be with you not because she doesn't want to;
she can't be with you because
she's scared.

And you're stuck;
glued between the pages of her life
and you will never be read.

I am so in love with you
and it's sad that
it's not good enough