The winding drive along the sea I took so many times to steal away from anarchy to pacify my mind
The city sirens come undone before the ocean spray then down the hill to U.S. 1 and thus begins the day
The Pier receding to the South Will Rogers to the North Topanga is the turn we seek as we are going forth
The starkness of the hills and pines the rivulet below as Westward the Pacific shines beneath the morning glow
The twists and turns I still recall though roads are better now no unpaved sections left at all nor farmland for a cow
No Austin Mini Union Jack the landmarks too have changed and I so lost since coming back I almost feel deranged
The Health Food Store with hitching post the horses canter past the countryside I love the most and visit now at last
But on Mulholland Highway there surprises lie in wait there’s razor wire on the fence and horses at the gate
As giant dishes aiming deep into a mountain wall so Orwell’s promise do we keep applying it to all
But I remember still the day the hillside turned to fire the way to turn had burned away the sky was black with ire
And in a wide spot in the road in reverence did we stand a fox, a hare, my dog and I all watched the burning land
Can nothing make us feel as small as fire pure and cruel? to know it as a cunning foe - to know we’re naught but fuel
But through the smoke a fire truck led us down on Kanan Dume toward the cleaner seaward air away from certain doom
And all at once the trial was o'er for we had reached the sea as once Carrillo had before and now my dog and me
We pass the house of river stone Moonshadow’s Restaurant and even Tidepool Gallery for years my favorite haunt
And back to Santa Monica on PCH we drive admiring still the beauty yet more thankful we’re alive
The winding drive along the sea I took so many times to steal away from anarchy to pacify my mind
I thought I had posted this before, but apparently not: I am posting it now as a native Californian, for all those affected by the terrible wildfires this year and every year, with love, prayer and hopes for the safety of all.
I wrote this poem in January 2001, but it refers to a trip back to California that I took with my then-husband in 1994, and to the two separate wildfires I drove into unknowingly in the late 1970s; the first in Topanga Canyon, and the second in Malibu. It is the second fire that is described in the poem, and although I traveled with my dog frequently, she wasn't actually with me that day - but the rabbit and fox really were.