She locked herself away and didn't give anyone a key. She didn't even say goodbye and was swallowed by the sea

I am in shame because it was I the reason she was swallowed by the sea. Feeling lost cold hungry and emotional all because of me my mind is still a blank as I sit down and let reality sink in something that was once so good turned to a nightmare i,cnt even,rebuild I wouldn't kno where to begin hopefully she safely floats to shore and one day she will understand that we Kno that when we said I love you to each other who loves who more but she is lost in sea and I been waiting hoping for her to float ashore it's hurricane season and she is strong but put in the open water no one is safe from mother nature and that's for sure