when your vision gets blurry
and your legs start to shake
you'll see the reasons to go on
slowly disappearing.

when you can barely clench your fists
and can no longer grit your teeth
your heart won't stop aching
and all you wish is rest and some sleep.

when your mind gets overloaded
with memories you can't forget
you wish you've never been born
to witness all these things you'll regret.