Why do we do things that we know are wrong and will still hurt others, especially the ones we love? To feel alive or something. Im not a bad man, iv tried my damnedest to be I good i swear. But i guess you cant always get what you want, but if you try, you get what you need. Im desperate, I think im having what you call a crisis of faith... Im a lover, yet im too much of one and cant do a thing right. I need help lord.