I am tired, physically Feeling my mental exhaustion. The rhythm of my life takes me Where I would rather not go: Places embraced by a fog of fatigue, While I experience moments of weirdness.
It taught so much, about myself, about us. It took so much, of my time, energy, and personnality. Is it enough, and does it worth it ? Because giving myself to others is scary.... Am I able to retrieve what I gave When I am free of responsibilities ?
I am not certain, because I feel loneliness. I feel that there isn't that many people like us. I feel we are left to ourselves, and being not able To ask for help, when it comes to recomposing. Recomposing ourself. Resourcing our batteries, so, When our weekends end, we could go back to helping others.