In a broken shower, where the cold tap doesn’t work and water sprays faster than it drains, when you close your eyes to wash your face it feels like wading into Hell’s ocean. Imagine it. You don’t know if it’s scarier to pretend the water is perfectly clear or layered in murky darkness. Do you want to see? Soap burns your eyes when you panic and open them before any decision can be cemented, like your feet to that nightmare world.