i. i wonder if you cared that i missed you when you constantly left but came back like the tides meet the sand for a second but you see, the difference between them and us is that they'll always be together because the moon knows they're meant to be
but what about you and me?

ii. the sun is always calling up the water to the clouds just to kiss the ground again but even you wouldn't take orders to see me again
and darling i've been feeling quite the drought without you
but who am i to force you to give me
life again?

iii. maybe someday i can imagine a future without you in it
waking up to a difference face
and wearing hoodies that smelled more like home than yours ever did
one day
i'll find it in me to forget you and everything that you are
but not today, my dear.