I come from the land of grime Of slaps and snack cakes and stray cats And many petty crimes
I caught lice eight times before I started school My world was loud and I thought those anger fits were the norm But that's how it is when you're raised by fools
I come from that side of town With drugs and ****** and broken swing sets And everything tinged brown
Here is where we wallow in mold and **** - All the things you'd scrap off the bottom of your shoe And somehow the streetlights were never lit...
But this was my world This is my world
I was quite literally dragged through the mud And every time I staggered back to my feet I was swept away again by a sudden flood Or shoved back down beneath the elite
Now when I tell you this is where my soul was forged With red hot fury of the beaten and the ****** Do not mistake me for a simple woman scorned For that is only a title for what makes me who I am
When I say my heart was shaped by the hands of vile men And the hesitant, shaking fingers of those as fragile as me You need to know that this is the reason for my estrangement Though am I not defined by those who touched me with greed
Where I come from shaped me But there is much more lying beneath
I am grime and mold and crime I am daisies and fire and bumblebees I am salt and Twizzlers and a loosened vault
And this I can proudly claim: I am no longer ashamed
my heart feels heavy after writing this. it took seven days because i couldn't write more than a couple lines before getting overwhelmed. im a big baby ¯\_(ツ)_/¯