Its sad how a young man like me got involved with bad things, But Engorged with a good heart, The life he's living came off to a bad start, Present , past , and future ****** loads, Didn't get killed or caged yet so at least thats not a go, Around town by these ******* kids I was a laughing stalk and everything I told my mother, She believed me not, Good parenting right, My step dads cough is more important than her kids and we know he ain't doing right, So where the **** is my real dad, If he was in front of my face I swear I'd punch his ***, Its bad enough I have to lose everything that I had, So until I'm 18 I'll be thinking of the pathetic times I lived, When people thought that they could walk over my life, Thought in a couple of years maybe a kid and a wife, But god doesn't want me have that, I'm a mistake in his eyes.