The moment the conscious mind wakes but the haze is still thick clouding your morning thoughts where all the tumbling feelings tremble and shake
just before reality takes its hold and the whole body rises right before all your fiber realizes fibs are what youve been told
That is the moment That is the blissful second Where I can see your face adnd hear your voice
And feel your skin under my fingers and faintly taste you on my lips that is the second where your smell still exists That is the time where together we are alive
And then it slips through my fingers like loose sand like running water like old memories
and away you fade back into my head back into my soul back into a place where
you exist
and though I go on about the day although i still eat and work and play and talk and laugh and smile You are still there
Under my searching fingers on the horizon of my sight oh so faintly in the air oh so subtly on my tongue
You are everywhere
Ive always had this dream, this continuing dream where i live a different life. and i cant remember what the dreams are about but i wake up with the same feeling of emptiness and nostalgia I wake up after every one of those dreams missing her whoever she is because although i don't know her i know that in my dreams i love her