This is it...
...My lowest point.

I have nothing left in me
You'd understand why, if only you could see...

My body is trembling,
My hands, they shake...
I cant take this feeling, my stomach twisting
Any second longer and I'll break...

"don't come..." "I don't want you..."  "I'll be gone by then..."

The words shocked me to my core...
Its the only thing we've wanted is to be together
So why does he say this make me want to be there more...?
Yet im having to wait 3 more weeks

Its been 3 months and we need it now more than ever...
Now shes broken and pretending she is fine
She doesnt want to see me at all, not now just never...
That fake smile and persona only works to break me more

I have been broken to my very deepths....
Away with despair take me...
I would do anything to numb the pain...