I just...
I just need someone to hold me while I cry
     My emotions seem to be at an all time high
Why do I feel this way
     Like a storm in the middle of the day
All of a sudden it hits
     The sadness sends me into these fits
Waves of tears crash
     As the feeling of loneliness spreads like a rash
I'm feeling empty and numb
     This depression has me in a slum
Yet this all feels for nothing
     This pain is not for one thing
It's constant and deep
     Only to subside and retreat
Left rattled with a dull ache
     Maybe admitting the pain was my mistake
I stayed strong for so long
     And now the emotion flows like some song
It cannot be played for the weak at heart
     If they are whole, it will make them fall apart
These pains
     Emotions
No gains
     Just notions
That one day you'll be okay
     Soon the pain won't stay
Let it ache until then
     I just
*Wait