my drama teacher told me when i was fifteen you say ‘you’ when you mean ‘i’ if you know what i mean she was right, she was right what she said wasn’t a lie she said stand up on the table over there and close your eyes and lean back, lean back into their waiting hands just do it, just do it girl, you’ve got to understand this is life, this is drama, it’s a trust exercise i refused, i refused to comply.