I'm so scared, scared to lose you. That one day you will wake up and realize you can do better than me and then you'll be gone. It's like waiting for your death, not physical death but internal. All I will be left with is the memories and thoughts of what we were. You mean more to me than anything else in the world and I can't lose you. You're more than just a best friend, I cannot describe what it is but it's something I want to grow old with. I never want there to be a day where I don't call or text you just to hear about how your day went or things that's been on your mind. I'm so scared to lose you because you're everything to me and I don't know how to live life without you in it.