Their faces and tiny fingers filled my cupped hands but, they're all grown now...on their own, they strive to stand and hold shape...further from my warm hands... still, they're shielded from whatever is harmful out there rain or shine, they're raised high, safe from murky water somehow, it seems, i can't contain them much longer but...they don't have to know carefully, quietly, i will have to let go here...today... i open my palms wide my fears, my reservations, i put aside and from my cupped hands, down...they glide like toddlers, shrieking while they slide spilling continuously...like sand leaving me...with empty hands.