I wanted to write about our happiness Especially with this night's stillness Tonight I wanted to write about me and you The you I loved, the one I first met The you on our memorable first date One whose smile condensed me like dew One who brought the better out of me And took 30 good minutes just to hug me The one who smiled, one who was shy The you who actually taught me how to kiss "Close your eyes, and hold me like this " Yes, we passionately osculated for hours When the entire big world was just ours The one I locked fingers with and walked You remember those nights we talked? No moment has ever matched that so far Some memories are vivid, some are blur Thought about that funny day in my room When you swept me like a new broom To the bed, did you actually want it You were an apple I always wanted to eat But I was too young, thought it would last Or maybe being the first, wanted it to last I wanted to write about that **** card You sent me wishing me luck and success, It made that year the best I've ever had I wanted to write about your embrace Wanted to write about how I dreamed When your affection filled and brimmed I was tempted to think we were forever To flow to happily ever after, like a river Write about how I missed you during school When thinking about you restored my cool Each time I was provoked and frayed You were a constant each time I prayed With you in my life, I was a crowned king "Long distance ",the song I recall you sing To write about that little I could afford Remember the gifts, my first, It's a record I was ashamed when you disappeared I felt my instincts mock me, I feared To write about my the favorite picture I think about that in almost every lecture Didn't want to buy you the small sweet My heart is what said I should do it I was glad when you actually loved them The deep emotions are hard to explain Afraid words might make them sound plain I remember Mil wanted U and I make love I was so honest with you little loving dove I wanted us to travel the whole world I hoped to be with you till grey and bald Today I just wanted to be simple and true As I remember the moments with you The moments I were treasured and hailed But I was still affected,once again I failed
It hurts but I'll never show She'll never get to know