One: I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you. Two: There is no such thing as a "break". Three: I've tried to write all day but all I feel is emptiness and I'm terrified you took the last of my inspiration when you walked away. Four: Is this not bothering you? Was giving up on me that simple? Five: I haven't cried since last night. And that was because I'm going to miss your mom. Six: All I can taste are peach rings. They're the only thing I can stomach without feeling sick. Seven: I miss you and I shouldn't. Eight: I'm ****** that I wasn't worth more than a text message break up. Nine: ******* everything reminds me of you. I hate that I can't look around my own home without seeing you in it. Ten: Have you thought of me? Because the thought of you going about your daily life, happy without me, hurts worse than death. Eleven: Does she remind you of me? In some twisted way, I hope she does. Twelve: I lied. Our song came on the radio today and it collapsed me to the floor in tears. Thirteen: I just want to be happy again.