the double-glaze and blackout curtains shield me from the world's uncertainty. the panes of glass so sure not to allow its overside to retreat and seep its liquid coldness to reach me. it's neither cold nor warm at the touch, unlike me. i am protected by the double gaze and blackout curtains but some force that differs from the one that is currently causing the tree outside sway dangerously close to my perch is causing my mind and body to be insulated by a layer of ice. goosebumps prickle and my arm and leg stubble raise themselves. but my mind does not provide for itself thermoregulatory reflexes, i must withstand the shiver of my memories.