May 2015
Maybe Suicide? :
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Maybe it'll be one of those nights when the sadness swallows me whole,
maybe it'll be one of those nights when I take control.
Maybe depressing songs will relieve me from the sadness,
maybe taking these pills will help fade me into blackness..
And Maybe life just isn't meant for us all,
maybe it's just time for me to make the call.
Tonight it ends, I slit my wrists and free me from my mind,
maybe this poem will help others not be so blind.
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Maybe it'll be one of those nights when the sadness swallows me whole,
maybe it'll be one of those nights when I take control.
Maybe depressing songs will relieve me from the sadness,
maybe taking these pills will help fade me into blackness..
And Maybe life just isn't meant for us all,
maybe it's just time for me to make the call.
Tonight it ends, I slit my wrists and free me from my mind,
maybe this poem will help others not be so blind.
I havent been doing well lately and writing helps me feel better, I usually write journal entries but this time I just kind of felt like writing a poem.. Tell me what you think! (I am in stable condition) #BringOnTheCriticism
Update: Wow, its sept 2016 and I find this so depressing. So much has changed in my life. I am doing so much better now and reading this actually makes me sick. I'm not sure if I should delete this or not so for now I will leave it up but wow, I just want to say that if you ever feel this way, things truly do get better. I promise.
Update: Wow, its sept 2016 and I find this so depressing. So much has changed in my life. I am doing so much better now and reading this actually makes me sick. I'm not sure if I should delete this or not so for now I will leave it up but wow, I just want to say that if you ever feel this way, things truly do get better. I promise.
