in the twilight i saw your shadow lurking as if waiting to capture me and in my fear and anxious state of mind all I could do was flee.
i wonder now what if you were someone i could have shared a moment or two what if i had stayed and got acquainted with you?
fear eats at me, rules my world so many times each and every day and oh, i wish, i wish, i wish i knew how to just stay
and be a part of this life that so many others seem to so easily do but reaching out, touching, talking to others just makes me shiver and tremble all the way through...
how do others do it? how do people make friends and find others who care? i constantly seem to live in fear... :( guess i will have to keep trying though...(wish me luck!)