I'm tired
Not physically
But mentally
I'm tired of becoming anxious
When you don't respond
And I'm left contemplating
All the awful things that could have happened.
I'm tired of not sleeping
Because my brain won't stop racing
Because you told me you weren't ok
Then refused to tell me why.
I'm tired of feeling sick
Because my heart beat won't slow down
Because you tell me there's nothing I can do
To help my best friend
But one thing I will never get tired of is you
The way you make me smile
And the way you make me laugh
And the way you support everything I do.
And I hope one thing above all else
That you won't take my worry to be nagging
That you will keep me in your life
Because I won't be able to handle it
If you get tired of me.